By Avis Wong
THE TRUTH ABOUT FANN
She is willing to open
up, said the Television Corporation of Singapore (TCS) while
arranging this interview with Fann Wong.
Wow, that's something
new, I thought.
I presumed I could get
something more out of her than the usual flat denial about her
boyfriend.
You know, the one who's
said to be short, fat and ugly and who owns eight cars. They
allegedly broke up recently.
But will she really spill
the beans?
Isn't it too good to be
true?
You bet.
"I really have no boyfriend
then, so what do you expect me to say? All these years, I've
never talked about my private life and I don't intend to change
that," she said over the phone from Taiwan.
"It's
not that I'm scared of losing my fans. I'm a public figure and
am already very transparent.
"Whatever I can do to
protect the people around me, I will. I've to put myself in
their shoes. It's not easy having a friend or family member
who's a public figure."
Yada, yada.
Of course, the easy way
out would be to give bland-as-water quotes.
She was not always this
wary.
Then, Fann was a reporter's
dream.
You wouldn't go away without
getting quotable quotes from her.
Now, what sprouts from
her mouth is but a rush of boring standard replies.
Like when asked whether
she'd forever be number two, after rival actress Zoe Tay, on
Caldecott Hill.
I don't mind. This is
not what I say, it's always what others say. I cannot control
that, so it's okay with me," she said.
Tell me something I have
never heard before.
The Fann today is a far
cry from the old days when she had just joined showbusiness.
Surely everyone would
remember her infamous little speech at the 1995 Star Awards
where exclaimed: "Now that I've won the Best Actress award,
what's there for me to bag next year? Perhaps Best Actor - if
I am allowed to take on a male role!"
Then there was her unforgettable
comment on her relationship with Zoe: "We are not friends, only
colleagues."
Her honesty may have offended
some, but she was a breath of fresh air.
But Fann, 27, has learned
her lesson.
And with her newly acquired
guardedness, she has done a good job cramping her style and
just blanding, err, blending in.
"You cannot be the same
all the time … I won't be able to behave like the little girl
that I used to be. I've learned. I've been through and seen
a lot of things.
"There's bound to be
some changes (in me). It may be a pity that some part of me
may have been lost but I guess this is what you call growing
up. That's life," she explained.
"During the first two
years (in showbiz), I was overwhelmed by all the exciting things
and side-tracked a little and was blind to a lot of things."
She was referring to
her nasty dual contract ordeal which came to light in late 1996.
She had signed a six-year
contract with Taiwanese talent agency PT Models in 1993 before
signing with the TCS a year later.
PT Models released her
from her obligations but she was suspended by TCS for about
six months. She added: "I took a look at myself and examined
what I really wanted, who I really was and tried to see the
light to things.
"I've
learned how not to let the media affect me. I've never come
out to explain anything and I think that's not necessary
as long as the people around me know the truth."